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LIFE IS NOT FAIR
Why? That’s the only question I have for anything. Nothing makes sense to me. Set back after set back. I just get my hopes up all the time…there’s no point in even trying anymore. Am I not supposed to be happy in life? I constantly get told that something good is going to come out of this. But I just can’t seem to see past that. It’s hard hearing people complain about the silliest things, because those things would be the least of my worries. I just want a normal life. And by that, I mean worry about things that a teenager would normally worry about. Instead, my mind continuously spins in every direction about my health and how my life used to be before cancer and before I got sick. I’ve pushed myself long enough, however I don’t think I can do it anymore. It’s not physically tiring, but mentally exhausting. Just when I see light at the end of the tunnel, darkness covers it again. I thought this was it. I thought everything was going to get better from here on out, but I was wrong again. When you’re young everything is the end of the world but never did I think my life would change like this. I’m just overwhelmed and I wish this feeling would go away. I used to be a positive and upbeat girl, who always had a smile on her face. Take me back to happy times.
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